my day without talking to my dearest one

today is our number 426 days together. i precious every single moment indeed.although i m now lying here but my heart is already back to K L Sri Petaling.all with u in what ever u do n where ever u go.......I really wish that i can be by ur side to take gare of u when u r sick......wish that can be by ur side when ppl might hurt u........wish that i can be by ur side when ever u face problem......wish that i can be by ur side when u need a shoulder to cry on n be by ur side when u need me to relay on.......I really wish that i can be by ur side when ever u wake up once u open ur eyes........wish that i can accompany u for breakfast,lunch,dinner etc........How can i compensate with all this that i've been away for this few month.I m sorry for all unhappy things that happen to u........I m sorry that u need to face all things by urself while i m not with u.......... Pls be strong pls be calm pls be confident pls be healthy pls take care of ur self pls give me a chance to go back n take care of u cook for u keep u accompany u hug u n pls allow me to say n shout......... pls allow me to tell u " I'm really sorry and I love u"