my day without talking to my dearest one

today is our number 426 days together. i precious every single moment indeed.although i m now lying here but my heart is already back to K L Sri Petaling.all with u in what ever u do n where ever u go.......I really wish that i can be by ur side to take gare of u when u r sick......wish that can be by ur side when ppl might hurt u........wish that i can be by ur side when ever u face problem......wish that i can be by ur side when u need a shoulder to cry on n be by ur side when u need me to relay on.......I really wish that i can be by ur side when ever u wake up once u open ur eyes........wish that i can accompany u for breakfast,lunch,dinner etc........How can i compensate with all this that i've been away for this few month.I m sorry for all unhappy things that happen to u........I m sorry that u need to face all things by urself while i m not with u.......... Pls be strong pls be calm pls be confident pls be healthy pls take care of ur self pls give me a chance to go back n take care of u cook for u keep u accompany u hug u n pls allow me to say n shout......... pls allow me to tell u " I'm really sorry and I love u"

~~HEART PAIN~~

U r so responsible in ur work until u nearly get urself sick........Work is important n its good to be responsible in what wew do.But pls........U can't do things properly when u don have enough concentration......please take care n don make me worried.......i m really worried......
Pls god help my darling........ she's tired too tired.......my heart really painful really painful......

~~HEART PAIN~~

~sleepless me~

wHy Am I sLeePLEss.why am i sleepless???????? can anyone tell me......what should i do????????? What the hell is happening?????????????? Why I can't just do something about it???????????

~~helping n sharing~~

Thanks for the ppl that attented my talk in the hospital conference room.I feel good to share my knowledge with u guys.thank for my wife who give me the courage to conduct the talk...... Hope u guys learn something from my expriences.Its good that u come n learn when ur children is still young..... is my pressure to share all this to u.Everyone need one that can guide them in life.Hoping that i m guiding u n u share it with ur children.And ofcourse those who r lost in in handling things around them. COME ON EVERYBODY..............GIVE UR HELPING HAND TO THEM.......... Thanks for the life god has created on me to help u guys in solving problem........ all the best everyone.......aim for a better tomorrow. GOD BLESS.....

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for my dearest wife~

gggg

~~ WHAT IS FRIEND~~

i wish to tell to all ppl out there...... U ppl can be friend with us u are welcome to our life.......we will treat u guys as good friend true hearted friend........seriously we mean what we say........But pls as before anything could happen pls understand what is the meaning of the wordit might be easy to write only contains of 6 letters........But i m telling u guys its not easy to have 1 or 2 maintance as 1....... we try to treat everyone as friend or even good or close friend..........But always at the end of the day we fail........what is friend??????? FRIEND should be supportive n to go in to understand what a friend needs in problem they face........How to give a helpping hand or maybe just moral support........ FRIEND shouldn't make friend with movetive.........especially when friend have their life....... try to guide them to right way not to do or say something that offence them or hurt their feeling. weather u guys r onr true friend u know urself........ Friend is friend nothing but friend.......... pls don't be friend b'cos of other thing else....... people can only be true friend.............. only when they can really accept what n who we r now.......... pls don't take away friends happiness or to take aventage on friend...... than u r really our FRIEND........... WE wish all our FRIEND out there all the best.......N wish that those who be friend with movtive to really go n learn what is FRIEND........... ALL THE BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ You are really womderful darling~

darling u are so sweet and wonderful.I really have to respect the love u have in me dar.....U really fight for what's is belongs to u..... thanks for loving me so much darling.....no one can ever takes me away from u.....Now she really know who u are.....

LOVE YOU DARLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE !!YOU ALWAYS!!!!!!!

to my darling that i love most in life

darling so lucky to have u to be my life partner. Love u Darling